Oxy Addiction

[rpc145]

Take it from me, the best way to prevent addiction is to avoid drugs. I just came off a 5 month deal of doing anywhere from 20-140mg of oxycontin a day (depending on how much money I could get on that day) When oxys where low, me and my friend used to get Actiq (fentanyl lollipops), dilaudids, Duragesic (morphine patch, hard to find where I'm from), loratab, vicodin, percocet. Basically any kind of opiate based pill to keep from feeling bad. I even remember one day we both ate like 20 tylenol 3's throughout the day just to quit from hurting. When I came back to college I figured it was time for me to stop and I ran out of pills the first night I was here. The next 5-6 days was complete hell. Sweating, aching, legs twitched, puking, hot and cold flashes, and I couldn't sleep at night. but since the 6th day of going clean I have felt fine. I still have trouble sleeping some at night, but other than that I am starting to feel normal again as each day goes on. From this experience, I have learned to stay away from drugs and alcohol. Basically the idea of knowing that something has control of my life completely terrifies me now. Just thought I would share this with ya'll, it's not really something I can tell my parents about, and it feels good to let it out. Anyone else out there experiencing the same thing, here some advice quit as soon as you can because the longer you wait the harder and longer it takes to quit.

[DramA]

:rofl:

[rpc145]

glad I could amuse you this early in the morning:D

[ShyLoVe*]

I'm glad you've decided to stop :)

[rpc145]

yea me 2.....I feel much better as a person now, and plus I have way more money than I did this summer :)

[flybunny]

I always wanted to try Oxycontin.

[LIL JT]

that why i don't fuck with addicting drugs.

i think it's funny how people say only weak minded people get addicted

i see people on here sayin that all the time.i wanna give them some addictive drug & see if they could kick over night.LOL

[rpc145]

Yea I always said that I couldn't get addicted to anything, but damn I got slapped in the face

[K®åz΀_K‡LLåH™]

haha, i smiled when i saw the comment of you having more money, shit since i've quit weed, pills, and cocaine, i am proudly to say that i got grips of money to spend on things that actually do make me feel better, like games etc...and yea take my advise too, quit drugs, i have overcome addiction just by simply reading and realizing things of that matter, you dont get far if you take the wrong turn, cause eventually it'll be a dead end.
knowledge is power...

[LordLos]

i juzt wanna say Congratz on gettin' pazt that shit and stay strong...........i've never fuked around wit none of that hard stuff that u said otha than vicodin and i don't do em that much work keepz me very bizzy.........lol.......well again Congratz Playa!!!!!


























--Lord Carlos

[ShyLoVe*]

haha, i smiled when i saw the comment of you having more money, shit since i've quit weed, pills, and cocaine, i am proudly to say that i got grips of money to spend on things that actually do make me feel better, like games etc...and yea take my advise too, quit drugs, i have overcome addiction just by simply reading and realizing things of that matter, you dont get far if you take the wrong turn, cause eventually it'll be a dead end.
knowledge is power...
good stuff Eddie, I'm proud of you :)

[DramA]

that why i don't fuck with addicting drugs.

i think it's funny how people say only weak minded people get addicted

i see people on here sayin that all the time.i wanna give them some addictive drug & see if they could kick over night.LOL

That's because it's true. If you let it RUN your life you're weak minded. No offense but it's true if you allow yourself to become completely drawn(hooked) to it all the time you're a fucking dumbass, and they're dumb for letting themselves get to the stage where they're having serious binges when they don't have the shit.

I personally smoke pot alot and I'm a dumbass for getting addicted but when I don't have it and find myself fiendin' for it I just relax and find something to do. When I was alittle younger I used alot of different shit tried almost everything I could get my hands on but I didn't let it RUN my life. I didn't continually abuse hard drugs because I KNEW I would get addicted. It's called control. I've had to quit smoking pot before and it's hard but once it was out of my system I didn't have any problems hell even when I was kinda fiendin' for it I didn't have any real problems just in my mind I was letting it get to me.

I think some people use drug use as an excuse they act like drugs ruined their life. NO it didn't you ruined your life for letting drugs fuck with your judgement. That's why I never use heavy shit anymore I only smoke weed and I can stop using that anytime I've done it before I just like to smoke to relax, but I wouldn't freak out if I didn't have it because I can control myself. Once people start abusing hard shit often they can't control themselves anymore. Then they are hooked.

[K®åz΀_K‡LLåH™]

well i totally agree with you on some of that, but yea weed, its a drug that someone can easily overcome and have complete control over, but after doing it for 5 years, come on.....its the same ol weed, with the same high, theres no use for it, thinking about the next day and what ima do is just as relaxing, and now i see teens at my school just getting in to it and i compare them to me 5 years ago, but hey theres nothing wrong with experimenting with bud, but it gets boring after awhile and then it becomes a waste of your time and your life, but i recommend for no one to smoke weed more then a year....its not even worth that....

[DramA]

Shit not unless you're getting dank weed. AWWW Weed never smelled so good....
But yea smoking brown weed for years does get boring and becomes a waste of time but I still buy it when it's available if I can't get any good shit.

Some people just smoke pot then switch to hard shit and get all strung out. That ain't me!

[Gravity]

That's why they say that weed is a gateway drug. And I guess its common for many people to feel that they're above any addiction (especially young ones).

Personally, I don't feel that addiction is associated only with a weak mind. A lot of it has to do with naivity and stubborness. But one could say the same thing about drug use in general even if one is not addicted.

But I want to offer my congrats to you, rpc and krazie killah, for being strong enough to kick the habit. And I pray that you are both strong enough to stay clean.

A little added inspiration to quit smoking. LOL... I am one that will admit that I am weak minded for not quiting. I was planning on quiting for my 25th b-day, but I don't think its going to happen. Being back in school, I feel like I'm going to "need" them. LOL... I'm all freaked out and stuff. :-P

But congrats again guys! :-) And thanks for sharing your stories. Maybe it will inspire someone else around here.

*~Peace and Blessings~*

[mykl]

Yeah man big ups on quitting boys it's the best thing you've done working with a clear mind is the best for any1 in any situation. Myself i've given away the pot and some might say it's only pot but after smoking daily mutiple times for 5+ years it feels damn good. I made alotta fucked up choices in my life and pot was contributing to them nothing like working with a clear mind well done guys now let's just stay clean!

[PoPo1999]

wtg on your new life and having the will to break ur habit; and to ne1 else here who has realized that some things just aren't good for your overall well-being(physically and mentally) and managing to kick whatever vice it is that you have. Congratz...

[rpc145]

Thanks everybody, things are pretty cool now. Me and one of my roommates have set up work-out routine, and it's amazing how much that has helped. But thanks again for all the support, it really means a lot.

[Krazy A-3]

shit fuck oxycotton nigga just cop 30 40 vicodin and pop 3 of dem bithces n smoke a blunt of that kill shit nigga u straight, or like my mans beanz say "pop a zanex and bud sack have me slacked", i mean shit i fucked with a lot of shit, methodose, morphine patches, i gotta admit them morphine pathes is right shit have you good for 3 days u just gotta smoke on that shit... but vicodin, i been poppin bout 10 of them bitches a day for the last year or two and smokin atleast 5, six blunts a day, but i still maintainm n i could quit all this shit in a heartbeat, its all in yo head, niggazz is weakminded and some aint, one love

[ROACHEDEMON]

no doubt man shit is mad addicting, shit im addicted right now, not as bad as u were but still...if i know where they r in the house imma go find them but if they arent here i won't go lookin for them but none the less i know where ur coming from, be easy dog

[nystagmus]

i prescribe those drugs only if i have to. and we get ppl in the clinic that go from clinic to clinic pretending they are in extreme pain ... they get so pissed when i give them motrin instead.

they are really miserable ppl and i feel really sorry for them. Don't get to that point!....

good decision on ur part.