i need some lovin [Archive]

runnin_wit_da_ak47

01-21-2006, 07:23 PM

Fuck it man, the best thang u can do is play it cool.... if u really care for this bitch then just be nice and shit.. like.. everythang is alright.. let her miss u and whateva.. and if she don't, then go find some other chick to fuck. There's tons of clean pussies out there just waitin' to be Licked, Sucked, N' Fucked

Floppy

01-21-2006, 07:33 PM

i hear u

ty

NNUTTHOWZE

01-21-2006, 08:25 PM

Being dumped sucks, but now you're just letting yourself be played.

Kick those 3 freeloaders out of your place.

bizzythekid112

01-21-2006, 11:19 PM

That sucks. I know how it feels. I dated a girl for 2 years in high school who I was crazy about. Talk about FINE, clean, and I could talk to her about anything but during my senior year she dumbed and said she just wanted to be friends. I kept trying to hang on cause I loved her so much. I know she loved me cause everytime she had a problem she wanted me there. We went on a few dates and stuff afterwords but things never worked out between us. It was like she was scared og somethin. Were both married now and have kids so things worked out for both of us.
The point is just keep ya head up. If things don't work out don't get yourself depressed and shit. Sometimes ya just gotta move on. Things will work out in the end.

123456

01-22-2006, 05:00 AM

naw fuck bein nice to her

kick her out and act like you dont care bout her anymore and she'll come crawling back to you

Synalyptic

01-22-2006, 06:26 AM

....my girl friend left me

/cried

Get a dog and shut the fuck up

Hazey Roach

01-22-2006, 08:34 AM

I woud've kicked their asses out on the street...

Dre2k

01-22-2006, 08:47 AM

Get a dog and shut the fuck up

That aint the solution! u should watch Dr.Phil more:biggrin:

KrayzieRoach

01-22-2006, 08:56 AM

/cries for you

umm, just wait like a month and to see if she misses being with you, if not, it would be time to find a new person

Kemikal

01-22-2006, 09:01 AM

i see a Punt comming on! naw jp i would b nice an most of the time when they see u messin wit otha chicks they get jealous

Floppy

01-22-2006, 11:09 AM

ty all

Mi$ta~Murda

01-22-2006, 11:40 AM

here is the real solution...

SMOKE WEED EVERYDAY!
and your problems will go away!

Floppy

01-22-2006, 06:12 PM

well i already knew that

Kemikal

01-22-2006, 06:45 PM

damn fo real, maybe i should try it, nahhhh think not

itfeeds

01-23-2006, 07:18 AM

Hey Rasta she didn't leave you because of Tina did she? And I would talk to her real in depth about her plans n shit and if she comes off like she's done and shit say "Well if that's the way it is... hurry up and get your shit out cause i got to get some grudge fucking done with some random bitch I'm bout to go find. And I don't want you and yer kin fucking up my mojo." Trust me you got the heart to kick em out. Just stop being played like that. People will always take advantage of someone's generosity. Nigga it's a cold world and if she ain't got no means to survive alone then it's damn time that girl learned she's "gotta get up and get it". Only one you need to worry bout with a lady like that is YOU!

Floppy

01-23-2006, 08:20 AM

naw `mon its not cuz of tina (i gettin some today), but thx for askin :)

atiba

01-23-2006, 09:19 AM

Forget her and ride.Cut all ties and move on.Say u link another smallie how u goin to get urs when ur home is like the local YMCA.

Floppy

01-23-2006, 01:02 PM

yea ,,

but now shes callin me all the time

grrr

Floppy

01-23-2006, 05:21 PM

a lil update :)

i have forgivin her and we together ,,,

im such a nice rasta....i guess i love Her/

MR.SAWEDOFFLEATHAFACE

01-23-2006, 06:41 PM

Good to hear.

atiba

01-24-2006, 03:16 AM

Sh*t if u happy and gettin urs,dats the most important thing.

Kimo

01-26-2006, 10:09 AM

rasta you lesbian

:thumbsup: kidding

Floppy

01-27-2006, 07:31 AM

well after getting back together...

she dumped the SHIT out of me this time

and unfortunely, this is permenant...

broken heart? Yes

she's taking my internet away...

so i'll try and get it back

Love You All

please dont take me off the poetry forum, I WILL BE BACK

peace Bone Board....1love `mon

;)

itfeeds

01-27-2006, 01:00 PM

DAMN IT> Just when I start doing some productive shit some chic gotta go an fuck it up. Rasta we should kill her and take back the internet.... J/K. That sux tho man. Hope to hear from ya soon cuz. Stay brown and floppy.:smt033

Floppy

01-27-2006, 06:41 PM

ok now she says she'll keep my comcast up for 1 month...

mmmm....ok bitch! whatever (thx?)

yea more bone board!!!!

i guess i have to start saving internet bill $$$$

itfeeds

01-27-2006, 09:34 PM

money sux I pay like $60 a month for my cockcast. Damn... :rolleyes: that's an 1/8 of crippy and a 12 pck. fuck that sux! Gladyabakdo

Floppy

01-28-2006, 06:20 AM

yyeaa..

im tryin to stick around

I GOT 2, u got the poetry forum jumpin

ty

Curiosity87

01-29-2006, 05:09 PM

I'm sorry to hear that Rasta, I hope that everything works out for you in the end. I hate it when I see a guy get dumped when he truly cares about the girl. Trust me, as a girl who took a while to find a good guy who truly loves me its her loss, and either she'll figure it out and appreciate you for being that guy or another girl will come along who does.

Floppy

01-29-2006, 06:25 PM

TY!

but i love her

so no other girls for me

we talk everyday

/sighs

Curiosity87

01-29-2006, 06:50 PM

Well then I hope that things start happening a little sooner and she realizes what she has. I think that when she does the relationship will be better than ever. Good Luck!

Floppy

02-07-2006, 03:56 PM

:rolleyes: I Love You Jess! :smt054

Curiosity87

02-07-2006, 04:08 PM

So, are you two officially back together now? I was wondering because of the poem she wrote and the stuff in the poetry forum. Did things work out Rasta?

Floppy

02-07-2006, 04:34 PM

we still live apart....../cries

but we both still LOVE each other....

its very painful...

i walk miles to see her every day....

her beautiful face and kisses are worth every step...

Curiosity87

02-07-2006, 06:15 PM

Well I'm glad that things are working out better for the two of you!

Floppy

02-08-2006, 08:10 AM

Floppy

02-11-2006, 09:05 AM

AH~

I love Jess :):):)

CACACUNT

02-11-2006, 06:39 PM

....my girl friend left me

/cried

i love you nig

/puts on the doors

/cries with you

Floppy

02-11-2006, 06:46 PM

Jess has a firm grip on my heart

props man ty

Blood n Bone

02-17-2006, 12:41 AM

tell em to get on there bikes lol

Krazy A-3

02-17-2006, 11:23 AM

quit bein a like a bitch n kick her ass to the curb, or better yet on my momma tell her they gotta pay rent to stay with u, thats how id go

Floppy

02-17-2006, 03:35 PM

yea shes being really mean to me

and it sucks

Floppy

02-19-2006, 09:14 AM

Jess is being real mean to me kinda

but i still love her

MAN I LOVE HER

i cry all the time, ........

Curiosity87

02-19-2006, 06:38 PM

I'm sorry Rasta what happened?

Body Rott

02-19-2006, 06:59 PM

Man I love you Rasta.......but u should punch her in the ear

Floppy

02-19-2006, 07:40 PM

Shes "keeping me lonely" on purpose

like she makes promises and doesnt keep them

I wait around all night, and shes like "whatever"

But I am still really nice to her

Im not going to break it off cuz i just love her too much...

Body Rott

02-20-2006, 06:24 AM

Floppy

02-20-2006, 10:09 AM

i try to talk about it and she flips out and it makes things worse...

atiba

02-20-2006, 10:30 AM

She just doing it because she knows that u will take it.........she knows that u love her alot and that u dont ever want to lose her. She will keep doing it unless u try something else man........get pissed at her and say something to her about it. It might work out and she might stop doing what shes doing.....good luck man let me know what happens.

True,true .... she thinks she has the upper hand in the relationship and she is goin to take advantage of that.She will be mean sometimes cause she could,she knows that u would still care.Its not like she doesnt like u but some ppl get a rise by doin that.So the best thing to do is to stand up to her,give her some of her own medicine.like rott said.(I dont know why but some girls get bored when a guy is 2 nice).

Curiosity87

02-20-2006, 04:32 PM

Yeah that is true Rasta, I'm not telling you to break it off with her, I know how you feel about her, just try telling her how you feel, have you done that yet? I mean is she looking for space or anything that you know about?

Floppy

02-20-2006, 05:24 PM

she says she still loves me, but I think the feeling isnt the same

that hurts alot...

We never wanted space before, we both needed each other all the time

this is such a depressing shock to me...

/cries a liltle

Body Rott

02-20-2006, 06:28 PM

Man u gotta stay up.........if shes giving u shit........give it back.......u dont want to break up with her so u gotta try something that u havent done before....just pay attention to what she is doing or saying all the time......that way u will pick up some shit to know what to say and what not to say or what to do or what not to do and so on.......all I'm saying is that u love her alot and u dont want to break up with her so u might just have to put up with her shit.....u never know she might be doing it on purpose to see how much u really do care or something to that affect.

Good luck man.......hope everything works out for the best 4 u!

DramA

02-20-2006, 06:40 PM

Being dumped sucks, but now you're just letting yourself be played.

Kick those 3 freeloaders out of your place.Yep

Floppy

02-21-2006, 07:53 AM

ok, so i cant get her on the phone, so i walked 2 miles to see her. we got to talk, and i can see wheres shes coming from. we said we both love each other, im just in the dog house. aftet work, she said she wants to hang out. god i miss her.

Body Rott

02-21-2006, 08:05 AM

As long as u are still happy and want to be with her there is nothing to do except go along with it. And u said u were just in the dog house......thats something that happens but usually when u end up in the dog house u know y u are there...........

Floppy

02-21-2006, 08:28 AM

in this case, i dont know

Curiosity87

02-21-2006, 01:50 PM

yeah, that happens to my boyfriend alot, but you just have to be patient, sometimes I can't tell him because it hurts to much, but I always do. Just keep remembering that you love her, and at least now you know that she is still feeling the same. Has she ever done this before, put you in the doghouse without you knowing why?

Floppy

02-21-2006, 02:33 PM

yes, she likes being mad at me. she likes making me sad, because it gives her power and control.

i know this might sound bad.....but i dont care, i love her very much....i need her...

her love is so special 2 me :)

Body Rott

02-21-2006, 02:34 PM

Yeah thats what I figured.......she does it because she can........if it doesnt bother u than more power to ya.....it would piss me off but that is just me. Hope everything stays good for u 2 Rasta.

Curiosity87

02-21-2006, 02:35 PM

yeah I hope that everything works out in your favor rasta

Floppy

02-21-2006, 03:01 PM

ty all. nice rose^^

Curiosity87

02-21-2006, 03:13 PM

ty, Krayzie43566 gave it to me

Floppy

02-25-2006, 01:52 PM

well she is now completely blowing me off.

im trying to stay postive

we had plans to hang out this weekend, and i called her last night around 8:30 and another girl answered. i heard jess laughing in the background. they were drunk and high, and this girl said they were all having sex with each other. I cried my eyes out. I walked to see at work today, since i cant get her on the phone, and i said i came by to say hi and her a hug. She wouldnt hug me. I asked her if she stilled loved me. She mumbled yes, and said she didnt want to talk about why she wouldnt hug me. so i walked home crying. I really still love her, even though what has happened. But i have a bad feeling that this will not work out....even though i really wish it would.

*Still love you, Jess*

/hopes for a better future

Floppy

02-25-2006, 02:22 PM

I have learned a lot from this relationship...

Floppy

02-25-2006, 06:10 PM

I really don't want to give up.

My heart tells me to keep trying.

It's going to impossible, but I'm going to try not to contact her..

(mainly because my phone won't charge.., but its not like she answers or calls me anyway)

I think most of you would suggest to me not to contact her....actually you have, tell me to let her sweat it out.

HA, im sweatin

And I'm sure she will be happy not to hear from me, and I think she will try to get with other people.....which breaks my heart.

I put so much into her, like I said...I've learned a lot.

Curiosity87

02-25-2006, 07:30 PM

Rasta I'm so sorry, and i can't tell you to just leave her alone because of how much you love her, but i can tell you that no one deserves that especially not you, so good luck and i hope all works out for the best

Floppy

02-25-2006, 07:39 PM

you are great, thank you

shanebone

02-25-2006, 08:00 PM

yeah i agree leave her alone! i know its tough, but ya gotta let stuff go! enjoy life and keep looking!
/wishes you luck!

Floppy

02-25-2006, 08:07 PM

thank you so much

i have to admit, im crying right now.

Floppy

02-25-2006, 08:24 PM

This really upsets me. I was so good to her. I would do anything for her. I felt so special when she showed me her love. I miss showing my love for her every second of every day. It has barely hit me that she not here by my side. I miss her so much. Those big pretty eyes. I cannot believe she left me. We were so happy together. She promised never to leave. We made plans to spend the rest of our lives with each other. I am completely broken, and she doesnt care... Thats not like her. I'm so frustrated, confused... I'll try not to contact her....That will make it worse. But I'm stuck.

I am so sorry, Jess.

feardaspear

02-25-2006, 09:03 PM

fuck all three of them at once

Floppy

02-25-2006, 09:08 PM

I respect her too much for that.

Krayzie7th

02-25-2006, 09:39 PM

damn dat suck man,u have to let it go its her lost, im sure there will be a girl dat cares for u as much as u care for her but i know right now u cant stop thinking but u have to keep doing ur everyday thang n surely u will me somebody dat really cares for u. Good luck.

Floppy

02-26-2006, 12:20 PM

thanks.

feardaspear

02-26-2006, 12:26 PM

have u talked to her about this( u leaving u?).......and i cant believe they would still stay there i would think she would feel to bad to do that

Floppy

02-26-2006, 01:30 PM

she won't give me a real reason. it really doesnt make sense to me. we were really happy to together. i guess pressure of life, rent, relationship, and the downside to drug abuse really got to her...

i'm going to try not to contact her. i'm up to 24 hours right now. if my cell battery worked, i think i would leave her my usual I still love you message...

Floppy

02-26-2006, 02:59 PM

some of the support from the members of the board has been amazing. it really helps me though this hard time in my life. i hope all you have or will have a long lasting relationship with the love you have choosen and dedicated yourself to. thank you for listening...

Curiosity87

02-26-2006, 05:07 PM

^^^
no problem Rasta, i know that i don't mind listening, and I'm pretty sure no one else does. All i can say is that i wish you the best of luck in whatever you decide to do. If you decide to wait for her thats fine, but if you decide to try and move on thats fine to, just keep us posted...

Floppy

02-26-2006, 05:10 PM

man, i just got this real jealous feeling that right now shes cheating on me

we made an agreement NOT to do anything with anyone else while we live apart

I cant even dream about doing anything with anyone else. But after that phone call with the other girls and everything....she went back on her word....again.

its better than another guy, but is thats whats next?!

my heart HURTS.

Curiosity87

02-26-2006, 05:46 PM

I'm sorry, I know that sometimes I have dreams of my baby cheating on me where i wake up crying and shaking all over, Just try to think about other possibilities, because i know you can't put the whole thing out of your mind

Floppy

02-26-2006, 05:51 PM

this is so hard on me...

i havent told you personally yet, i have depression...

she really made it go away, and ever since she left me, its been back really hard

i never cried when we lived to together, now i just wait till i break down next.

i have medication for my problem, plus i self medicate when i can...

well.., i tried to take my own life last march....

and needless to say im still here...., i never had a suicidal thought when she was by my side....it has crossed my mind for the first time in 11 months, but i have tried to get through that.

sighs/

ShyLoVe*

02-26-2006, 06:07 PM

I haven't read every single page but I've seen a few posts of yours floppy

It seems as though you're making this girl your world. That is something you should NOT EVER do. From experience and seeing it first hand, that is the biggest mistake you could ever do. She should be A PART OF your life not YOUR LIFE. I can just see that type of dependancy ending badly.

You tell us you love her, but you doubt her. It seems the love is one sided and that's not fair on your part. Why do you want to have a ONE SIDED love when you could be having a MUTUAL love?

Dreams of cheating aren't something you should ignore, especially if it seems so real and fits into your situation at the moment. Listen to your gut feelings, they are usually right.

Floppy

02-26-2006, 06:14 PM

thank you for your words. easier said than done tho. I cant love anyone else, now right now, not down the road. Love is too strong in my heart for her. Her hurting is unhealthy for me to let it continue, but I'm the kind of person that doesnt love and leave.

thanks for your advice shy....

ShyLoVe*

02-26-2006, 06:26 PM

I never said leaving would be easy, it hardly ever is.

Curiosity87

02-26-2006, 06:45 PM

^^^
true Shy

as for Rasta, you may be suprised but i to have depression. But I don't have medication which is why i have those dreams alot and why i find it so hard to trust. Just remember Rasta, shes not the only one who still wants you around, ok, i always like a good new poem to read, and the other members of the board will agree with me

Floppy

02-26-2006, 07:05 PM

talk to a doctor, a real mental health doctor..

my medication helps me.

ask about lexapro, its a nice drug.

Floppy

03-06-2006, 03:34 PM

well, Jess finally moved all of her things out today. I helped move her bed out, now i have no bed!!!! sucks.. i asked her if we can stiill be friends. she happily said yes... and may I say, she looked gorgeous !!!! :)

Floppy

03-06-2006, 03:37 PM

dont we make a cute couple.....? :)

http://img359.imageshack.us/img359/9417/ultraworld0416050015kb.jpg
http://x74.xanga.com/979b15e6c503030914935/z21564560.jpg

Floppy

03-06-2006, 04:52 PM

Floppy

03-06-2006, 04:52 PM

yea....staying strong

Floppy

03-06-2006, 05:01 PM

sometimes the good the you do doesnt do you any good

shanebone

03-06-2006, 08:01 PM

good luck to ya

atiba

03-07-2006, 02:59 AM

You tried ur best man.So move on..........if its meant to be it will so dont stress urself out on her.Remember that weed will always be there 4 u.

Floppy

03-07-2006, 04:18 AM

o i know that!!!!:)

Floppy

03-07-2006, 04:33 AM

:comfort: http://img146.imageshack.us/img146/6880/jess37wg.jpg:kisshug:

Curiosity87

03-07-2006, 07:25 AM

Rasta did she give you a reason yet?

Body Rott

03-07-2006, 07:34 AM

talk to a doctor, a real mental health doctor..

my medication helps me.

ask about lexapro, its a nice drug.

I am a manic depressant.......I get more than really depressed alot. I was on lexapro for a while but I didnt find any of the medication to help me at all. So now I take no meds and I just pull myself through all the shit that happens. Its not easy sometimes especially after something happens like what is happening to u Rasta but u gotta keep ur head up. There are other women out there....u might not want any right now but sooner or later u will. Trust me Ive been through this same shit and it isnt easy but u will find a way to get through it.

Good luck with everything man u know I always wish the best 4 u.

Floppy

03-07-2006, 08:07 AM

ty all,

no reason. just wanted "a break"

yeah it seems more than a small break

but i loved to see her smile, and she enjoyed my smile.

'friends' is better than nothing,... i hope she means it!

atiba

03-07-2006, 08:12 AM

^^^ Friends = Hope :thumbup: :thumbup:

Body Rott

03-07-2006, 08:14 AM

If u were just on a break I dont think that u would be defining urselves as "friends" just my opinion.

Floppy

03-07-2006, 10:48 AM

as long as shes happy, im happy

CACACUNT

03-07-2006, 11:38 AM

swines

Floppy

03-07-2006, 01:42 PM

Excuse me?

Not cool.

Curiosity87

03-07-2006, 02:17 PM

well Rasta hope that everything turns alright for you guys, don't give up hope, but stay realistic

JuiceMan

03-07-2006, 02:50 PM

Ya Rasta, I had a girl do that to me once. Just leave right out of the blue. It really hurts for a while. She never called and we never talked. I know what you are going through. Not to deter you, that "we'll just be friends" is bullshit. I have tried that before and it never works out. Sorry about your situation but don't give up hope.
Peace Love Harmony

Floppy

03-07-2006, 02:51 PM

o man, realistic.......yea ur right

i am doing better, i didnt cry when she came over, i was really happy (for her)

Floppy

03-07-2006, 02:52 PM

.:.Lyl Sin.:.

03-07-2006, 03:04 PM

i jus noticed that ur avatar is a BLUE DOLPHIN x'o

Floppy

03-07-2006, 03:07 PM

oh yeah

CACACUNT

03-07-2006, 04:09 PM

yesh!

Floppy

03-07-2006, 04:39 PM

whose a swine, cacacunt?

CACACUNT

03-07-2006, 04:42 PM

The Unrapeable Koala

CACACUNT

03-07-2006, 04:47 PM

lol@ thinking i was talkinga bout you

Floppy

03-07-2006, 04:49 PM

hey

Floppy

03-09-2006, 10:57 AM

well she went out on a date with a guy she met....

im cool with it, we talked on the phone and it was great. man, i really love this girl. Nothing she can do is wrong.

123456

03-09-2006, 02:30 PM

wow im reading all your posts and i see why shes bein like that....the truth is, girls want what they cant have (guys too)....so if you just dont show her all the attention you're giving her, she's gonna miss it and run back to you

BELIEVE ME....im not sayin "stop loving her". im sayin stop showing it

Curiosity87

03-09-2006, 02:34 PM

^^^
Normally I would be against this plan of action, but I say try it, nothing else seems to have worked

Floppy

03-09-2006, 03:21 PM

not a bad idea, ty

123456

03-09-2006, 06:33 PM

^^^
Normally I would be against this plan of action, but I say try it, nothing else seems to have worked

believe me i used to be...but EVERY girl wants attention. this 1 girl that i been tryin to get with for years, i been so "nice" to her and tellin her i like her alot and all this shit. and she liked me too. after a while she said she dont anymore
and i kept sayin "give me a chance." well she never did. so i moved away and when i went back, i chilled wit her and acted like i didnt care bout her and i dont like her. then when i came back she called me and told me "i fuckin like u alot and i cant stop and i dont know what to do." its cuz i gave her no attention

same wit a girl im tryin to hook up with right now. i used to call her all the time and i tried to get wit her but she said she cant cuz of her ex. so since valentines day (i got her some gifts)...i called her probably 3 times out of like 15 times. she told me she never calls a guy unless she likes them. and guess what, she been callin more than i have. and thats cuz i dont call her so she gets sick of it and ends up callin me

im TELLIN you it works

EDIT 1 AM: the girl im talking to is CONFUSING AS FUCK. we talked about if she would hook up wit me and if she likes me. and she was just like "im so confused about you i dont know. i dont know if i like u or not. and i hate talkin about this cuz i just have no answers for you." and she dont know why she has no answers. what kinda shit is that?

^^^i just had to add that on here cuz im a lil pissed

costneroo7

03-09-2006, 07:12 PM

At a time like this I open up the Bizzy Bone cd called Speaking in Tounges and play the song SHAKE YOUR STICK. It always sooths me.

Floppy

05-06-2006, 06:00 AM

yes yes YES!!

WE ARE BACK TOGETHER!!!! :) ;)

Floppy

05-06-2006, 07:28 AM

nice

Curiosity87

05-07-2006, 09:35 AM

^^^
CONGARTS!!!! How did you get her back Rasta and where have you been

Floppy

05-13-2006, 06:57 AM

$kitzah

05-16-2006, 05:35 AM

lol good work man but u do know she probably went n had a root with a dif guy or 2 during that time of being "apart"

Awperator

05-16-2006, 06:22 AM

well...she called me up after not talking for a week and she came over and said she wanted to get back together for good! :) :) :)

i was really shocked BIG TIME !

hey, i guess that just leavin her alone actually worked, THANKS ALL!!!!

your really a pussy..letting her walk all over you, leaving you and then your in open arms when she comes back...puss, man up ..balls in your court now, dump her and get out like a man

Curiosity87

05-16-2006, 08:29 AM

I'm so happy for you Rasta, good luck to both of you! Post some pics of you are her together again

awinsk2

05-20-2006, 03:23 PM

she said we "cant get along anymore"

bs

and guess what shes still right, spending the night.., with her sister and friend...at my place...

grrr

"but we're not together"

(i dont have the heart to kick her/them out)

Dont know all the details but kick those MOOOOCHES out unless they are paying you some rent.....plus she dumped you kid. Dump her ass...ON THE STREET