SmLmW
01-14-2007, 10:34 PM
I'm sick and tired
of this shit, I'm wired
I just want to split, get fired
Like this relationship was a job
Go on vacation, away from this mop
Sick of cleaning the mess I never created
Sometimes I think it's best if we never dated
I quit the tabacco
But you make me want to go back though
So bad though
I want to ease the stress
Sick of being upset
These demon pawns are after me like a game of chess
In my head, I'm having these pain, can't rest
I'm going insane, but my face is dressed
With a smile
Can't read my file
Cause I shut off my mind like a computer
Can't pull my card cause I'm not a dumb dealer
Wait but she's been there for me
She cares for me
Even fears for me
Remember when I had the chain to my throat?
I was about to faint, but she broked
Out in tears like she was in pain, she showed
She loved me, remember when I stood in the highway
Ready to die, even if I wasn't going to reach my gate?
She pulled me out with the strength of Superman
There are times I wonder what'd I be had I never knew her man
If she loves me, then why treat me like shit
Like it came out of a dog's ass, she'd spit?
Stop ignoring me like I'm transparent
She acts like my words aren't coherent
But I know she hears me
I just want to yell "Here's me!!"
Right in the middle of the street
Just pay attention to just a little bit of my needs!!
She makes me want to go back to my weed
Or is the crack that I need
To smoke till it turns black, so you'll treat
Me with some respect?
These becks
Are not strong enough, I need hard liquor
So I can start my task to rot liver
But still that would not differ
Even if I went and brought sicker
Illnesses and injected it to my system
I still wouldn't get the respect for you to just listen
I'm sick of being a bitch feeling emotional
My feelings are disproportional
My mind is pissed like a golden shower
My heart is hurt, soaking coward
It's the one that tries to fix this broken hour
Glass, that my mind broke
Cause it's tired of how slow time flows
I can't grab a gun and end it all
Cause I just don't have the balls
To do it like a bitch
I just want to end this shit
Remember that train ride
When my organs slid down that pain slide?
I hit rock bottom
Like the cops got em'
No witness to attest
Cause they need a rest
She gave me jail
With no bail
I hid my emotions, but she still sought
I know they're guilty of assault
With words that attacked her heart
There are times I think she's better off without me
And no matter how many times I tell her, she'll just doubt me
She was the one that hurt me the most
With a specific curse she chose
To inflict pain, but fuck her!! and I don't mean intercourse
But in the course
of this time period, we would've ended in divorce
Had we gotten married
I would've murdered our first child while she still carried
Just to erase her memory
Just to show her how little she meant to me
I hate her guts, that's why If I chose murder,
Took it to a step further
I would've stabbed her in the back
I feel homicidal with this gat, but decide to pack
Leave this life to stray away from her
Cause I might grow the balls if I decide to stayed with her
of this shit, I'm wired
I just want to split, get fired
Like this relationship was a job
Go on vacation, away from this mop
Sick of cleaning the mess I never created
Sometimes I think it's best if we never dated
I quit the tabacco
But you make me want to go back though
So bad though
I want to ease the stress
Sick of being upset
These demon pawns are after me like a game of chess
In my head, I'm having these pain, can't rest
I'm going insane, but my face is dressed
With a smile
Can't read my file
Cause I shut off my mind like a computer
Can't pull my card cause I'm not a dumb dealer
Wait but she's been there for me
She cares for me
Even fears for me
Remember when I had the chain to my throat?
I was about to faint, but she broked
Out in tears like she was in pain, she showed
She loved me, remember when I stood in the highway
Ready to die, even if I wasn't going to reach my gate?
She pulled me out with the strength of Superman
There are times I wonder what'd I be had I never knew her man
If she loves me, then why treat me like shit
Like it came out of a dog's ass, she'd spit?
Stop ignoring me like I'm transparent
She acts like my words aren't coherent
But I know she hears me
I just want to yell "Here's me!!"
Right in the middle of the street
Just pay attention to just a little bit of my needs!!
She makes me want to go back to my weed
Or is the crack that I need
To smoke till it turns black, so you'll treat
Me with some respect?
These becks
Are not strong enough, I need hard liquor
So I can start my task to rot liver
But still that would not differ
Even if I went and brought sicker
Illnesses and injected it to my system
I still wouldn't get the respect for you to just listen
I'm sick of being a bitch feeling emotional
My feelings are disproportional
My mind is pissed like a golden shower
My heart is hurt, soaking coward
It's the one that tries to fix this broken hour
Glass, that my mind broke
Cause it's tired of how slow time flows
I can't grab a gun and end it all
Cause I just don't have the balls
To do it like a bitch
I just want to end this shit
Remember that train ride
When my organs slid down that pain slide?
I hit rock bottom
Like the cops got em'
No witness to attest
Cause they need a rest
She gave me jail
With no bail
I hid my emotions, but she still sought
I know they're guilty of assault
With words that attacked her heart
There are times I think she's better off without me
And no matter how many times I tell her, she'll just doubt me
She was the one that hurt me the most
With a specific curse she chose
To inflict pain, but fuck her!! and I don't mean intercourse
But in the course
of this time period, we would've ended in divorce
Had we gotten married
I would've murdered our first child while she still carried
Just to erase her memory
Just to show her how little she meant to me
I hate her guts, that's why If I chose murder,
Took it to a step further
I would've stabbed her in the back
I feel homicidal with this gat, but decide to pack
Leave this life to stray away from her
Cause I might grow the balls if I decide to stayed with her