crazedSoulja
06-14-2005, 08:40 PM
Depression destroys me in the inside theres no mercy in my life/
im already use to it ,the despair, I know for a fact its all about havin' to survive/
Cause Everything is a fight, dying is the cycle trapped in time/
In the end of it all when your fate comes theres no sympathy/
The demise of me will part as another slained specimen of inhumanity/
I swear I can't take it any more, theres so much pain and tragedy/
Nigga I've Witnessed over the years, children being killed, sheddin tears bleedin internally my heart/
Smokin' just to ease the stress, takin reality slow cause It always tears my happiness apart/
They say keep the faith, because muthafuckers wanna murder you til it's all lost/
Plus fuck strugglin, Im at the point where enslavement has made me incarcerated/
Its hard to make a difference , glance and stare at the sorrow when you look in my eye's pupils and pairs of iris /
Spawned as a Hoodlem in a worthless breed, endangered entity I won't even see passed Twenty Six/
The government has flourished all my hopes & dreams/
Whats the purpose of me being born, The only gleam/
I ever seen is the site is when death shall free me of this hopelessness life consisted of schemes/
Ridicould since an adolescent, 20 years of pure waist on a fucked up planet laced with cruel beasts/
Demonic presidents & cold-blooded societys , brainwashed by the fuckin money and stupid muthafuckas are full of greed/
I guess that My only choice is none but grief, love dont love no one nigga remeber that/
And if you even paying attention how the fuck would you feel bein' in a racist & brutal lifestyle, step in my shoes and see your essence depart/
nobody stoppin me from suicide whenever the day'll be Imma pull tha fuckin trigga of a gat/
And send One across my head and the other in my muthafuckin chestplate, diminish my chamber nigga , all that peace talk, fuck all that/
When I go outside what liberation is there, but drive bys comittin 187s/
So in the hood you un armed then fuck you I'll bring macks, 7 deadly sins loom every where I trust nothing but the vision up to heaven/
from the projects to the parks/
Human beings thirst for bloody baths more than the frenzy feast of sharks/
Dreadful situations occur from here to the next day, tomorrow gives birth to all the rest of the bullshit to embark/
The sequal to Pointless reasons to be existing , mentally scarred -on a mission just to croak in the dark/
Shadow in the gutter, still downer than a muthafucka , smokin & rollin blunts/
If I have to go out like a warrior than imma keep my Ak-47 Clutched/
Despite the lands of poverty I have no friends you can send me to war it means absolute nonsense/
You can kill off humans in war if your 18 years of age but can't drink , laws have been obliteratin us with gimmick/
Lucky to be havin' attention and prosper because I haven't been glad for a second on this shit, all I have in me is this fuckin depression/
im already use to it ,the despair, I know for a fact its all about havin' to survive/
Cause Everything is a fight, dying is the cycle trapped in time/
In the end of it all when your fate comes theres no sympathy/
The demise of me will part as another slained specimen of inhumanity/
I swear I can't take it any more, theres so much pain and tragedy/
Nigga I've Witnessed over the years, children being killed, sheddin tears bleedin internally my heart/
Smokin' just to ease the stress, takin reality slow cause It always tears my happiness apart/
They say keep the faith, because muthafuckers wanna murder you til it's all lost/
Plus fuck strugglin, Im at the point where enslavement has made me incarcerated/
Its hard to make a difference , glance and stare at the sorrow when you look in my eye's pupils and pairs of iris /
Spawned as a Hoodlem in a worthless breed, endangered entity I won't even see passed Twenty Six/
The government has flourished all my hopes & dreams/
Whats the purpose of me being born, The only gleam/
I ever seen is the site is when death shall free me of this hopelessness life consisted of schemes/
Ridicould since an adolescent, 20 years of pure waist on a fucked up planet laced with cruel beasts/
Demonic presidents & cold-blooded societys , brainwashed by the fuckin money and stupid muthafuckas are full of greed/
I guess that My only choice is none but grief, love dont love no one nigga remeber that/
And if you even paying attention how the fuck would you feel bein' in a racist & brutal lifestyle, step in my shoes and see your essence depart/
nobody stoppin me from suicide whenever the day'll be Imma pull tha fuckin trigga of a gat/
And send One across my head and the other in my muthafuckin chestplate, diminish my chamber nigga , all that peace talk, fuck all that/
When I go outside what liberation is there, but drive bys comittin 187s/
So in the hood you un armed then fuck you I'll bring macks, 7 deadly sins loom every where I trust nothing but the vision up to heaven/
from the projects to the parks/
Human beings thirst for bloody baths more than the frenzy feast of sharks/
Dreadful situations occur from here to the next day, tomorrow gives birth to all the rest of the bullshit to embark/
The sequal to Pointless reasons to be existing , mentally scarred -on a mission just to croak in the dark/
Shadow in the gutter, still downer than a muthafucka , smokin & rollin blunts/
If I have to go out like a warrior than imma keep my Ak-47 Clutched/
Despite the lands of poverty I have no friends you can send me to war it means absolute nonsense/
You can kill off humans in war if your 18 years of age but can't drink , laws have been obliteratin us with gimmick/
Lucky to be havin' attention and prosper because I haven't been glad for a second on this shit, all I have in me is this fuckin depression/